my last words

Category: Writers Block

Post 1 by Grand_Admiral_Thrawn (Veteran Zoner) on Tuesday, 24-Mar-2015 6:03:16

I know you will never read this;
because you've taken your life.
But I've stayed with this for long enough;
I've kept this to myself; so I want to tell you, tell you my last words.
Maybe this could have prevented everything;
maybe not.
Either way;
I want to drop these last few letters,
into the ocean of life.
I forgave everything you did.
I only hope you forgave me too.
And from you, I learned the most valuable of lessons;
what true love is.
There is something men call passion;
it is nothing but nakedness and pain;
feelings that tomorrow;
may go down the drain.
Oh passion looks like love, with all its heat and intencity;
but it is like a vapor; or a fire;
because all fires run out.
True love is simple, wants nothing, expects nothing but love in return.
true love is your company by my side;
your embrace; your laughs, your teasing.
True love is the little stuff;
the camp fires, the jokes, the hugs, the pokes;
and always the simplicity of life.
No demands, no requests;
no heroics;
and no grandess;
simply you,
by my side, holding hands, laughing, teasing, poking;
playing games, watching movies, eating;
watching you beside me, watching you sleep, and breathing.
I never kissed you, and we never went beyond this;
but we didn't have to.
We didn't have to.
Because our emotion, our minds, and our hearts were one.
It took me 5 years, but from experience I learned.
What true love is.
It is something you feel, something you connect to and nothing more.
Nothing you say can change it.
I only hope that you are happy now as you were not on earth;
and I hope that one day, whatever turn we take,
whatever lies beyond this life, whatever that may require.
That we may meet one happy day, in paradise.

Post 2 by sia fan bp (I'm going for the prolific poster awards!) on Wednesday, 25-Mar-2015 7:49:56

wow, this is beautiful. Sorry to hear that your boyfriend died.

Post 3 by Grand_Admiral_Thrawn (Veteran Zoner) on Saturday, 28-Mar-2015 13:30:56

Thanks, I appriciate it. *sad smile* Its my girlfriend in this case though.